What Makes Me Uncomfortable?

Day 3 of Blog Every Day in May Challenge 

What makes me uncomfortable?

I was thinking about this question and I instantly started to realize a lot of things make me uncomfortable and I honestly have no idea why. 

Staying at other people's houses: I am not exactly sure why I am so uncomfortable with this but for some reason I feel like I don't sleep and always in the way when I stay somewhere else. I also hate using their bathroom. I am very much a home body. 

Saying No is very hard for me. I am not sure if it is because I feel I need to please everyone around me before I keep myself sane. I am constantly trying to work on this because I tend to stretch myself too thin. 

Gaining weight: I am very self conscious. I am not sure if this is because I was "bigger" in high school, lost all my weight through a horrible break up and now gained most of it & some back. I hate trying on clothes, I hate not fitting into my jeans, i hate the muffin top look,i hate looking at all pictures and seeing how skinny I used to be,i hate it all. I hate it so much I can literally make myself sick from it. It truly make me uncomfortable, therefore I took the challenge and changing my life. 

Talking on the phone: I get all crazy when I have to do this, more so when it is someone I really don't know. I hate calling places for something and I hate when people call me because they think it's easier than texting. I am not a talk on the phone kinda girl. 

High Heels: I can't do it! I can't walk in them to save my life. I have managed to walk in wedges but that's about it. I wish I could walk in them, so any tips are greatly appreciated. 

Change - I hate it. I hate everything about it but it is very much expected. You can't avoid it but I can't seem to embrace it. I hate knowing that I don't know what will happen. I like to plan things. 

& the last thing that makes me comfortable - Real Life Friends & Family knowing I have a blog! I just feel as they will all judge me for what I decide to write and or my personal life because I do not share a lot of personal life with them. {sounds weird but its true} but I am slowly allowing them to read it. I finally made a facebook page


Krista Ketterhagen said...

I have the same feelings about family and friends reading my blog. It's hard to remember it's my very own and therefore I can write anything I want, but I forget that from time to time. I know figure it if they don't like it, they don't have to read it.


Marisela Gonzalez said...

if anyone is giving you crap for what you write...send them my way. it's not like you write anything bad!!