4.02.2014

Exploring My Fears



It's Hump Day. This week is just flying by and I can honestly say I am extremely happy about that. 

I wish I could call into work but beings as I am a preschool teacher that does not have subs currently, it just means I am going to spread my germs to the little ones. (insert evil laugh) I have no big plans today in the classroom besides surviving. 



Today, I am going to take part today in the 30 days of Blogging. 

Today topic: My Biggest Fear

When I was little, my biggest fear was forever being alone but so far I am conquering that fear with the hubby. I honestly have no idea where that fear came from but I can remember always writing it in school when asked this question. I guess I always had this idea of a family and being with my best friend all the time. 



Now that I am over that fear, the new fear is the fact that I will never lose this weight that I have gained lately. I am scared I will forever just be big and never be what I used to be. That I won't fit into my clothes anymore. Am I the only one who has this fear? Please tell me I am not crazy! I so badly want to get back into shape, I want to get back to playing sports, I want to run my doggy, and I want to be able to do things with the hubby. I am working hard on this but it is honestly one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I keep telling myself one day at a time will get me there. 

Also, my fear of heights. The thought of it scares the crap outta me. Now that the hubby & little sister went sky diving, they want me to do it. Maybe my 25th birthday I can conquer this fear too. We will see how brave I truly get. 

Hopefully by the time I turn 25, both of these fears will be conquered & I can go onto conquering a new fears. This is my goal! 

What are your biggest fears? Do you have a plan to conquer them?

3 comments

Brittney said...

You mentioned one fear that you have that terrifies me also. I didn't mention it in my post because I would get too emotional. Some fears go way deeper than just fear, ya know? Thanks for sharing and I hope you can kick each fear to the curb!

Kelsey Homolka said...

I think we all fear weight gain, it's not intentional but we all just wish we could be 5+ pounds lighter. It's something we feel insecure about. I'm not sure I even know one person that doesn't think about their weight once in awhile. Thanks for linking up again! :)

Kerry @ Till Then Smile Often said...

I fear being alone too. Sometimes I pushed people away and now it could end up biting my in the butt. You can totally kick the weight gain, you go this girl!